Assalamualaikum~~hehe=p.entry kali ne agk mnyakitkn jiwa n raga q gk laa..aq tpkir mo tlis ne entry pn sbb q ter-nmpak d blog c BEB psal tarikh 24.12.2009...ok!meh kt imbas smulaaa pa yg tlah blaku sthun lalu~~~
............24.11.2009............
awl gilaa aq bngun ari ne!!!(lupa sua jam ny).....huhu...jntung q,dr smlm(23.12.2009) lae x nrmal tau...cm mo tkeluar sua nee!!peh brader...ari nee naa ari yg plg d tnggu 2k taun 2009 ne...emm..ari rezut PMR kuar!!dr smlm lae hp q full dgn sms2 'gudlak' dr pemly2 . sms 'ktakutan' dr pren2 q...suma mmg tnggu2 ari ne kn???tp 2k pagi ne,sms 1st yg q dpt,dr cgu plg aq SAYANG!!!MR.IMRAN MUSTAPA!!!!cgu BI q tem f2...sms ny 2 hmpr2 lae bt aq nangis!!xtau laa napa..tp..MCM ada rasa BERSALAH pd beliau..napa 2 arh???fuh...dlm ati ne bdoa sakk laa...smoga aq dpt kptusan yg setimpal dgn usaha q!!!
ekceli,,aq sua jnj ngn ALYNN n CDAK...mo p skul sama2 kunu..aq xtau la npa c cdak jd BODOH BTOL ari ne!!!hahaha...ada ka ptut dy p ld ne sndri??!!sua laa org kunak,,,trep besa lae dy ba bjlan sndri d ld ne..haha...blk2 dy kol aq sbb takut sndri2 d bndar 2!!dlm ati q ne,padan muka mu!!!haha..
seawal 9am 2 aq sua siap bpakaian yaa!!semata2 mo p ambk rezut..haha..tlbey2 smngat!!!
yg plg bt aq smngat,bapak q CUTI ari ne smata2 mo tman kn aq ambk rezut!!(iloveudad!)
las2,jam11 gk bru dpt gerak dr uma...2jam mnggu!!BASI jo!!!hahaha
p bndar lu,ambk cdak n alynn..emm..dlm km tkut2 mo ambk rezut 2,smpat gk ktwa2 sbb CDAK MABUK DLM KETA!!!hahah..lucu gila77!!diam sakkk dy...jarang dpt teok bdk ne diam tau..haha..
smpai jak simpang skul 2,my LOLA(nenek) kol dr KK!!!!ahhh~mcm xmo sak q angkat fon 2 tau...TAKUT!!!!emm~angkat sak laa...
"ra,hows ur rezut??c BB dpt stret A oww...bes ny gang(gang 2 lbey krg mcm 'syg' gk laa...dlm bhsa bisaya)..ok jgk ka ko d sna??"
"ouh yaka lola??ba....ckp congratz arh sma BB..bes ny dy...aq blom tau lae ne..bru smpai simpang skul ne..doa2 kn sak laa ya.."
"iya ba gang...nnt kol sak arh lau ko sua dpt rezut ko"
"ba..yala2..smpai skul sua ne..nnt aq kol sak..."
AHHH!!!!!!!!kazen q d kk dpt stret A!!!aq tmpng bngga n hepy gk 2k dy...alhmdllh...
tp!!!keadaan jantung q ne jd makin x mnentu sua...
smpai d skul,bapak q stop dpn dewan..ada c bahrin ctu ddk2...
"ui bahrin!amcm ko??"
"blom bely ambk lae rezut..tnggu kjap lae"
emmm~mnggu laa km sna dpm dwan 2..bapak q tnggu d garage.ada izzul,punk,amek,andika,anjang,n bahrin..(e2 sakk yg q ingt)...
suma mmg muka pucat laa!kcuali c punk!!sbb...dy sua tau rezut ny 8A!!...cgu amdi ctau dy...km crta2 laa smntra tnggu kn...fuh!!mmg kcwa BRBS laa bla tau 30 org sakk yg stret!!!
astaga~~mmg PUNAH la hrpan tem 2!!!tba2...ena sms...dy stret!!!congratz pok!!!2 sak laa yg mmpu aq ckp tem 2 ba...sngt RISAU sua ne...
tnggu pnya tnggu...akhr ny km d suru sua ambk rezut...ahh!!!takut2 lae mo msuk...km msuk...aspura ambk dlu...izul n andika 7a!!bdk2 pndai 7a,,,jd yg aq ne???mati laa!!!amek plak,8a!!fuiyooo!!mlompat2 dy d luar ofis 2 kol mamak ny..haha...
skng..km ber3 lae pnya turn..adui...tkeluar la jantung q ne!!!!gegar doe tangan!!!alynn ambk 1st~~jeng3!!top3 dlm fom3,tba2 7A!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!alynn tenang sakkk...mcm x kcwa plak..yaka ???aq yg mcm mo pngsan!!!
whats going on here???i cant believe diz!!!!!aq smkin takut!!!airmata ne cm mo ngalir sua eh!!!!
ok3..sabar erra...trma qada' qadar(dlm ati ne bkata)...lps alynn,cdak...hui!6A!!!ngis dy!!hahaha...agk lucu tem 2...dy ngis sbb hepy...xcya ngn apa yg dy dpt...congratz sakk laa pren...
now!!my turn!!!xmo!!aq xmo teok slip 2!!!!ok3...syahraen dtg...dy ambk dlu...aduiii...dy pn 7A!!!npa suma 7 ne??mna yg 8????
ba3...aq ambk sak laa cpt!!penasaran sua ne...
"brpa angka giliran dek"?
"HG009K066"
"jap yaa"
aq teok sak pkck 2 selak slip2 2..smpai laa p slip HG009K066!!!
aq teok sekilas sakkk!!!aik??!!napa mcm bnyk sakk A 2????
"pkck!!!brpa 2??"
"emmm...7A dek!!tahniah yaaa"
"ah!!!alhamdulillah...hahaha..apa yg B??"
"BI dek..."
"m3 q A???yeay~x sia2 usaha..aen tengs sbb ajar aq yaa"
SYUKUR YA ALLAH....gmbra ny aq!!!!pkck 2 suru tlis nma n num fon dlm 1 buku log...ok3...aq tlis..aik??!!hahaha..tulisan q....mcm cakar ayam doe!!ne angkara tangan q yg tlmpau GEGAR ny!!!hahaha...
kluar laa km dr ofis 2 dgn slip d tgn msg2...TIBA2!!!aq brenti d pntu 2...d dlm ati...
"huh????BI q B???BI???B???"
ohhhhh.............airmata tba2 kluar!!dlm msa yg sama,tba2 sak ujan!!!!
ya ALLAH..ujan mngiringi airmata kekecewaan q...fon b'bnyi~nma yg tertera...~MY DAD~
"nak,bley sua ka ambk slip kmu 2??"
aq yg dlm tangisan.....
"sua pn aq ambek pak..7A sak"
"alhamdulillah..TAHNIAH nakk..."
"BI q yg B!!!"
"xpa laa ba 2...ok ba 2...npa ko nagis ne??bsykur laa nak..sua kol mama mu ka??"
"ba..yala2...aq kol mama dlu"
"ok...nnt bapa p dpn ofis arh...ujan lebat ne..kmu tnggu sak sna"
"ya3"
"slm mak"
"wslm...cmna raa??dpt sua ka??"
"sua ma..7a sak!BI q B!"
airmata smakin lebat!!!!!!!!sama mcm air ujan yg trun 2!!!!
"alhamdulillah laa nak...ok ba 2..jan laa ngis..ok ba sua 2...1 jak pn yg B...xpa baa"
"yala3..km blk laa yaa"
xtau laa...AQ KECEWA!!!e2 sakk yg q mmpu ckp...BI???ntah...mcm xle trma hakikat 2!!!lau m3,mayB aq x kcwa cmne...aq sakk yg paam 2...
d dlm keta...sms dr MAKDADI(aunt yg aq pnggl mamak...)..
"slm...cmna rezut nak??"
ahhh...airmata makin deras neee!!!!makdadi q CKGU BI!!!!xda kekuatan aq mo reply sms 2...aq kol sak laa...
"slm mak"
"wslm...naaa!cmna nak??"
"eii!!7A!!!BI B!!!"
"aik??nangis??!!sykur laa ba e2 nak...tahniah nak..."
aq tdgr sora aunt2 n uncle2 q mnyampuk d blkg..ucp congratz n kehairanan npa aq nangis...
"eiii...1 sak lae ba 2!!!!kcewa ny!!!"
"ya Allah bd k nee...bsykur la nak!!bkn pntg juak ne pmr..nnt ada spm lg ba...hai ko ne...napa ko ngis?"
lps puas mngadu nsb ngn makdadi..kol lola lae...
"lola...aq dpt 7a...BI q B"
"congratz gang...bgs ny plak cucu q ne..pndai2 ba suma"
naa!!bngga sua lola q!!haha...(x dy tau aq mo mati sua ne nangis!)
emm...hmpir sma sak respon suma org...
napa aq nangs??aik!!KECEWA laa ba!!!aduiii dorg ne...xpaam ba pa q rasa...huhu:(
sms n kol dr pemly n kwn2 q jwb dgn prsaan yg bcmpur2...
dlm sdey2 2,sempat lae q mnta kbnran bapak q 2k jln2 d bndr ngn dorg cdak!!hahaha...slip???xtau laa d mna sua 2...haha..bapak q yg pgng...nnt lau dgn aq,x smpat plak mama q teok...abis q koyak nnt!!haha=p
mlm 2...MR.HASRUL ANUWAR(cgu bi tem f1 n f3) kol aq!!!once again...tear drops from my eyes!!!sir kaC smngat sakk...dy ckp...
"alaaa..ramai plak ye dpt B Bi..awk pn B??emm...kcewa ny sy..xpe laa fazira..awk jgn sdey ye...maC ada SPM lg..xpe..usaha lg k??''
bnyk lae laa dy ckp...aq ingt juak 2...tp xyaa laa tlis..(pnat sua aq ne..haha)
pstu 1mlm 2 aq dgr bapak q naChat2...n finally..alhamdulillah...aq trma kytaan dgn reda ny...=p
aq sdar yg rezut yg aq dpt 2 ada la hasil dr usaha q sndri...mngkn aq maC bnyk men kn tem stdy...xpaaa...EVERYTHINGS HAPPEN 4 DA GUD....<3
rezeki ada d mana2...e2 laa kata bapak q...
~naaaaaaa...ini sak laa yg aq mmpu crta...emm..suma maC SEGAR dlm ingtan!!xkn q lupa smpai bila2...kecewa&gmbira dlm 1 masa yg sama...
"YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU...aq bsyukur dgn kurnia mu...aq reda dgn stiap ketentuan takdir yg tlah ko catur kn untk q..."
BEB...smsa q bt karangan ne,airmata trut mngalir bbrpa kali...hahaha!!!
kwn2 REPUBLIC 0711..rezut PMR kt mmg amat mngecewakn ramai org...
jd...2011...our senior year!!SPM comes around babe!!!
meh laa kt tebus blk kesilapan yg kt sua bt dluuu...d cne laa pnentuan msa dpn kt suma...mngkn ada hikmah ny rezut kt truk dlu...jia yo guyz!!
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